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I can't stop crying.

I went to talk to my prof, really for real, but she wasn't there during her office hours today. Just as well, since I spent half an hour before hand shaking in fear, and the entire hour that I kept going back to check f…
"Still sorry," says the quail. (I know, seriously, FIVE POSTS?)

I'm not going to do it.I fucking hate myself, but I'm not going to do it. There's too much talk on the syllabus about devoting days to research and group stuff and presentations, and even though there will probably be m…
This either means that I need sleep, or it's a signal that I am on the verge of mental breakdown:

(Maybe both!)I've been up for approximately 29 hours. I keep trying to go to bed, but then my buzzing brain won't let my body relax, so I keep finding other things to do. I started wandering mindlessly around campus, b…
incoherent and possibly feverish ranting and raving

I spent 4 AM to 4 PM mostly in fitful sleep, except for a miserable 80-minute stint in class during which I couldn't concentrate on anything except how my entire body was burning up in fever. I finally called Mom becaus…
Moody

I'm in one of those weird, twitchy moods where nothing is precisely wrong, yet I'm not happy. Nothing seems right at all. I think the feeling might be boredom. [edit: Oh, it's never good when Stephanie is left alone w…
Oh, never mind, forget normal.

Went to collect the last of my signatures today. Been dreading academic advising because frankly, they're the most unhelpful bunch of idiots I've ever met. For example, I love how last semester when I so much as sugges…
So, my parents arrived, bearing greetings and presents. Usually we go out to dinner and I'm okay because it's them. This time I was so miserable and afraid of Wednesday that I crumbled and dissolved little by little un…
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Title: S.A.D. Lilly Summary: Lilly has social anxiety disorder. You shouldnâ€™t say mean things to Lilly. Mean things make her cry. Like her name, Lilly is fragile. Very, very fragile. It makes her cry when she…
I was writing a different entry entirely, when one part reminded me of that really awful band study hall day senior year, where Justin regaled LJ the Witch and her friends about how he accidentally ate horsemeat on the e…
Broken Friendship: What happened to our friendship? Always, we were connected at the hip So suddenly, we drifted apart To you, I poured my heart Seems strange, talking to you now As if I'm forcing you somehow I wish it…